A longer while

A few days ago somebody told me to use more my heart(check comments ), in order to deal with women.I confess ,I tried but I couldn't do it.Using your heart is really hard when It's been a while since the last time you had sex.So last weekend I had a sort of a date and I told myself "Use your heart don't ruin it".As soon as I saw her I realized I couldn't use my heart.She looked sooo good!.All I thought about, when I saw her, was SEX.The date went on and we started kissing.We were doing O.K. and I said to Myself "You're gonna get laid".It seemed that was gonna happen.Once again I was wrong.In the middle of the kissing and the touching, She pushed me away.She said "I think we're going to fast"...."we shold go out a few more times before anything happens".That's the girl I was kissing .I mean, My hands were all over her body and she didn't want anything to happen!.What's wrong with her?.I won't waste my time with her anymore.If I'm not sure something's gonna happen,well ,Nothing is gonna happen."FOOL ME ONCE, SHAME ON YOU. FOOL ME TWICE, SHAME ON ME".Now, It's just been a longer while since I had sex.