If I

If I just had the answer
I wouldn't ask anymore
If I just had a reason
I would close that door

If I was smarter
I would know what it means
If I was faster
I'd get her before she leaves

If I just had the time
I would do it
If I just had the words
I would say it

If I was closer
I would know what it is
If I was tougher
It wouldn’t hurt like this

BYE

I thought I loved you

But now I’m not sure

I’ve started to hate you

And I can’t find a cure.

Don’t care you like me

Don’t care you want me

In the end, someone else has you

In the end, I will never have you.

I loved everything you did

But now I just hate it

I used to love it

But It’s always the same shit.

Tell me you’re going away

I don’t wanna see you cry

I’m sure I’ll find a way

To end this fucking lie.

Questions

What do I want to die for?
What do I have to die for?
What do I want to live for?
What do I have to live for?
Who do I want to live for?
Who do I have to live for?
Who do I have to die for?

hmmm, Who do I want to die for?